Archive | September, 2018

More of the Same IS More of the Same, *edit

19 Sep

In trying to put together who would put fire to my back porch, I told my husband, this is just more of the same.

It’s more of the same of what Rebecca has brought into my household.

It’s not my fault Rebecca’s behavior spiraled out of control. She hasn’t had to do many of the things she has done and at any given time could have responded in a manner which showed she took responsibility for her actions and it wasn’t going to happen anymore.

No. It’s not happened yet.

Rebecca is very troubled and as ya’ll are sitting there screaming in your heads ” Why don’t you leave this poor troubled girl alone?!? For the love of GOD why can’t you stop?

I will go through it.

1) Rebecca is a grown woman. She is not a child. She lived in care of the U.K. social services for 4/5 years before she came to my house. There is little which could have been the greatest about that. Rebecca had her allies and foes. She battled with them I know. It took a degree of intellect and savvy to negotiate social services.

2) Rebecca has all of her faculties. She has made good choices and bad choices. The bad choices directly hurt my family. Time after time, after time.

3) Rebecca and I have had many conversations about internet safety including the ones I am calling her out ON LINE, IN PUBLIC and her response is lackluster to say the least. Disrespectful and hateful is the more accurate description. Dangerous. Increasingly dangerous. For my family anyway.

4) Rebecca has more reason than ANYONE on the internet to be respectful and law abiding. If she blows it, she goes back to England. Those are very real consequences of all of the on line activity.

5) I’m throwing this in here. I can’t comprehend this behavior. It’s insane. At some point someone should have realized the collision course and put a stop to it. “Dear Wendy, has Rebecca blamed you yet? It’s coming.”

6) If you have dominated and manipulated an entire family for over three years? You do have a modicum of responsibility and the contempt you have shown has further endangered my family.

7) No means no.

8) Stop means stop

9) A social media presence that has exposed at least one minor to the degree the Becki Percy Twitter, Facebook, Reddit and who knows where else, is repugnant and counterproductive to anything I see informational for anyone of anything.

10) I have been told from very reliable sources; OTHER people have counseled with Rebecca about reporting the crimes, supposedly committed against her to authorities who would actually do something. Interpol. Interpol is one. Nothing. No follow up. No report.

11) Rebecca doesn’t even report the nasty blog which was the catalyst to my confronting Rebecca on social media.

Not only did she not report it, her sponsor, new mum, Wendy did not report it.

I can do such a great thing for Rebecca by rescuing her from certain death and deliver her to the mum she always wanted. And Wendy is reciprocal. And yet they do nothing.

12) And then Rebecca and Wendy played their game of making me DM with them for the information I needed to report the blog myself. They thought it wise to jerk me around and give me nothing. They both lied. They have both been caught out.

13) I have written multiple blogs describing these events in my house. High drama, action packed. And DESTRUCTIVE!

14) I look at the McAvenes. Wendy has thrown in her wedding vows to a 35 year marriage in less than a year. And everything that goes along with it. How long until the divorce is final Wendy? Because that’s how long it took for a family of 35 years to become social media fodder. We have to allow for the time for this situation to have blown up and get to the place of a divorce also. Truly one of the quickest divorces I have witnessed. And we know how many I have had.

I won’t guesstimate but …. … there is just a lot WAY off about this Wendy.

I don’t need to talk to Ron McAvene to figure; he hardly recognizes his wife. I don’t know the particulars and Wendy may have an irreconcilable difference on her hands there. IDK but I can tell you Wendy, it’s not me, but there are people waiting with baited breath to look at your divorce papers. High drama and action packed.

Why do they want to look at your divorce papers Wendy? Because they want to know if Ron McAvene has had mention of any charges against him. That’s all.

You can make your divorce papers private from what I understand. You might want to consider that. I’m hoping you ladies will spare your husband something.

15) The elephant hanging over this situation? If Rebecca goes back to the U.K. she COULD very well be prosecuted for allegation making. It’s more criminal in the U.K. to be an allegation maker than it is to actually commit an assault against a child. She could be prosecuted for this and she knows it. She knows.

16) If Rebecca knows all of these things? And she does. She has all of her faculties.

Whatever ya’ll think should be done? Ya’ll need to start doing it.

Since Rebecca has been out of James A. Musick Facility, the detention center she was jailed in for 14 months; for people new to my blog; since Rebecca has been out; I have had multiple people ‘weigh in’ on what they would do given my same circumstances.

Well here is your chance. ‘Whoever’ you are. Here is your chance to fix this problem in a manner you would choose. You don’t have all of the information I have, and trust me there is, believe it or not MUCH more that’s not getting said here. You don’t have the same information I have but here you go. Fix this.

In the mean time this is just more of the same.

Someone setting FIRE to my back porch in the image of a cross is just more of the insanity surrounding Rebecca. Just more of the same.

Except I thought that’s what was getting left behind?

Rebecca could not possibly be lying about her experiences. I’ve seen her videos!

Go plead with Bombard’s to go through Rebecca’s videos. She has been ask before. Try again.

Go watch them again.

Rebecca, I would ask for you to make new videos to explain your new truth. You have been extremely hateful towards my family and honestly, you are still capitalizing on our effort to help you. I would appreciate being left out.

Any of my friends and family? Including one of my ex husbands? They would like for you to unfriend them and block on any social media. Some have been afraid to say or do anything to not make the situation worse but they have been sorely tempted to respond to some of your posts.

Truly, you are not going to want that to happen.

Are ya’ll still thinking this is God’s will? It’s not.

It wasn’t God’s will for contention to start. It isn’t God’s will for contention to continue.

People are going to be held accountable. In this life AND the hereafter.

I’m not saying people aren’t going to Heaven. I know they will. This is my fruit. It ain’t going to hell. As bad as this is? I haven’t lost sight of Salvation or my responsibility to my Father.

Can I just tell you? The Holy Spirit is the ACCOUNT’ER of ALL Account’ers. He keeps record. He knows what’s up.

We are rewarded for things we do in this lifetime. Does Holy Spirit not know that?

Some of our works are going to be burned up. How do you suppose that is? Because there is no record? Huh.

Holy Spirit convicts me of sin in my life. How does He do that if He doesn’t know.

Is Holy Spirit just waving around keeping record of everyone’s good works and checking off those sins? At the end of the day the record is zero to zero. Right?

Because that’s not what is happening here.

I don’t even pray in English for this situation because Holy Spirit And I have a deal.

I will NOT pray anything that may come from my flesh. If I am LIVID and praying in tongues The Holy Spirit knows I want nothing but Sweet, Holy Spirit filled Prayer. Holy Spirit knows I don’t care if my flesh is screaming, I do not want a Him to pray about my screaming flesh but for The Goodness of God and the furtherance of His Kingdom.

This has been a hurtful situation and I will NOT stand before God, All knowing and not have tried every way I know how.

I’m not blameless. But I’ve tried.

Nurse Wendy thought I had not said “I’m sorry” to Rebecca as convincingly as I should have, or maybe not at all. IDK.

I have. I’ve said I was sorry when I should have.

If sobbing wasn’t convincing? What can I tell you?

I don’t appreciate someone trying to ‘strong arm’ more “I’m sorry.” from me. Thanks … and stop.

I was thinking this morning ya’ll must be having a great time over on the Dark Side of Twitter.

I don’t know. I’m not watching currently.

I did see a post with Sarah Ashcraft in it. She and I have mutually blocked; but I saw her handle in a VERY deep conversation about Yom Kippur. Help me Jesus. The Holiest Day of the Jewish people. I didn’t read it.

But I was thinking ya’ll are probably talking amongst yourselves and adding up all of your followers between each of you thinking “Hahahaha she thought this was just Rebecca’s followers. She has ours to contend with also.”

I wish this were funny.

We could have a great time if all of this were funny and not such high stakes.

This is suppose to be about endangered children.

It’s about the children.

Not grown adults who are seeking the attention of as many followers as they can on social media.

It’s also about trafficking.

Do you remember the last time trafficking of children was mentioned?

Oh, well, Catherine, you have terrified poor Rebecca to death and she has been TERRIFIED of posting on social media! EVEN FAKE BECKI SAID SO!

Rebecca Percy has changed social media habits after I made mention on my blog direct messaging was a huge red flag and dangerous.

I posted the incident where Rebecca DM’d seven of my followers asking them to ask me to hug her. IN ONE DAY! I got 6 messages. One didn’t want to get involved and I heard about them a year later.

It’s NOT that big of a deal. Messaging 7 people if Rebecca needed a hug. She is a survivor of satanic ritual abuse and doesn’t know how to act socially. Small mistake.

It is a big deal. These were my followers. Not ‘ours’. My life separate from Rebecca. It was a gross invasion of my privacy. Seven times.

I don’t know the tone of all of the direct messages but having been present and interacting with Rebecca through the day I had no idea she messaged seven people. It takes some time to do that. What did she say? I don’t know.

After that it was like Rebecca wanted me to feel like a social retard or something. I was some sort of emotional retard I did not hug on command.

So much drama for no reason. Except Rebecca wanted the attention and sympathy of the person she DM’d. I talked with two enough, I heard that much.

Carrying on,

In real time, let me explain how I’ve noticed this works.

Dear So and So Bail Bond,

If you had a person wearing your ankle monitor mugging citizens or robbing houses, you would revoke that persons bond. Hands down your company is not going to leave themselves liable for that sort of scenario.

Dear So and So Bail Bond,

You have credible testimony your company has a similar scenario.

I made this contact because really, really, really, I don’t care who you are OR who you think you are; if you go on Reddit and post that post? Get out. Seriously. Get out.

I made that contact and now all of a sudden Fake Becki is silent. Deathly silent. I called Fake Becki out writing a blog about it.

I’m going to interject this here. These are my people. My friends after my son passed of a drug overdose. I’m not going into detail but I COULD have people write letters to show you what I was doing before.

This guy. Alcohol. Bad, bad.

But … ….

this guy? He once knew God.

This guy knew how to pray.

I don’t know how he got to where he was as an alcoholic, we never discussed it that I remember. I love this guy. I don’t know where he is or how he is, not well last I heard. But I pray. He WIL be ready when it’s his time. There is no doubt in my mind.

The Holy Spirit knew this man. The Bible says the name of the backslider is written on the backside of God’s hand.

Our Father, which art in Heaven, Hallowed Be His Name, He has this mans name written on the backside of HIS Hand, along with EVERY other backslider, so He sees it always. Get it?

This man will be in my prayer list until one of us dies.

This boy. I wil always pray for him too. This boy with the big earring and wild eyes (it tells you something. Beware.) He is the boy my son took the shirt off his back for.

The night he died.


That boy said “Hey Michael. I like your shirt.”

My son said “You like this shirt?”

“You like this shirt?”

He took the shirt off his back and gave it to this boy.

So that’s what I was doing. Following up on what my son started. He died/passed the very night he gave his shirt to this boy.

I’m going to write a post about the Home Going of my son. It’s a very powerful testimony. God is good.

I’m not boasting am I? No. I’m just telling people these accounts because God can and will get glory for it. I’m just telling, God is all in my life. He still is.

All of these new people into my life. Help. Me. Jesus.

Now my prayer life just RAMPED up and I have a HOST of new people to add to my “Household”.

Jesus said, “Who is your Brother? Who is your Sister?”

I have taken that to mean there are people who are my Brother and Sister not by familial blood but The Royal Blood of The Lord Jesus Christ. I take it to mean I can ADD people to my “Household” and I believe God honors and appreciates I add people daily. This time by the hundreds.

All of the new people from these interactions, those reading etc. I’ve put them on my list. A HUGE influx in my “Household”.

Because I pray and because I have been taught and because The Word SAYS I can? I just decided this is how I live my life.

My Twitter followers have always been part of my household. Holy Spirit knows these things.

I’ll write a blog about how this came to be.

Some people, although added, I can’t watch. I can’t watch some of this business. Below is a. Example:

I saw Dr. Danielle say something on Twitter, “wondering about an altered state.”. I don’t know what she was trying to say but from what I read, my reaction was visceral.

As a survivor of the trauma I experienced, I have many times been in an “altered state” because my little mind just COULD NOT take in the abuse.

It is my intent for the ‘altered state’ to not revisit me. Ever.

But that isn’t what happens.

Whenever there is trauma, it’s like a train hit.

Do ya’ll think I’ve not been hit by a train? I’ve lost track of how many in the past three years.

I know ya’ll have talked with Rebecca. Do ya’ll talk about the 9th circuit court of appeals?

Because This Case? It’s sitting with the 9th circuit. They are and have been considering giving Rebecca asylum or this would have been settled already.

They evidently have been considering offending the U.K. government on Rebecca’s behalf.

Ya’ll ever talk about that?

If the US government gives Rebecca asylum, it will make the news. It will get picked up. There are people in immigration that a ruling like this would open doors for them. It would/could be a new angle to win asylum status. It would be huge.

There are women’s groups. Child advocate. Etc. it would be huge.

I would promote it. Sure I would. It’s ground breaking.

What are the odds? What are the odds a 9th circuit court clerk is going to look at social media and think this is a good idea.

If they look at Rebecca and her group? What will they see?

And then there is …

ICE checks social media. They find people that way. If a person doesn’t know? I’ve reported on it several times on my Twitter feed. Ya’ll watch my Twitter and blogs, don’t lie and say you haven’t.

This may be something which could be seen:

I don’t know if Sarah has gone back to hashtagging the crap out of all of her tweets or not, I figure it will only last for so long, but she stopped hashtagging the crap out of her tweets after my blog called her out on it. *Coincidence. I’m sure.

Catherine, you’re such a shrew. Is it any wonder things have gone the way they have? You are the big girl. The grown, mature adult. In all your background? You let this happen?

And then there is this:

I’m just a narcissist that has been triggered, decided I want to be in the forefront here. Just trying to draw attention to myself in my last poor sloppy days as a senior citizen.

Does this come close?

Let me take the opportunity to spit at the feet of people thinking this or a similar version … ….virtually speaking of course.

Really. If people aren’t asking themselves some pretty compelling questions concerning whether this is a good idea, God or any of the above? Then I don’t know what else there is.

Some plant. Some water. God gives the increase.

God will give the increase. WHERE will He increase?

Fires set to my back porch, kidnappings, disappearing witnesses, no witnesses, no pictures, no evidence, no scars, manipulation. Disappearing witnesses. Friends who have disappeared. Not just a couple. There are a few I haven’t mentioned. The lies. Fraudulent Gofunds. (I’m going to make a blog explaining eventually.) The list goes on.

It’s more of the same.

It’s more of the same but it escalated to an arson investigation. Fire people take arson seriously.

I was cleaning my porch to put HIGHLY FLAMMABLE linseed oil on my porch. Had they waited two days they could easily have been killed. It could have been an explosion for the love of God!

You’re just sitting there setting this up to LOOK like it may be connected to Rebecca and the Dark Side, Catherine!

I can’t even put into words how absurd an idea. Absurd and extremely offensive.

First and foremost? My family did not need another reason to be afraid.

Second that’s absurd and offensive.

The CARR Fire? Surrounded by fire and smoke for how long and I just thought “what the hey, I need some more garbage to stir up so how better than to BURN a cross on my back porch?”

Because fire doesn’t get out of hand ya’ll.

I mean hey! I was POSITIVE there would be no escaping embers to catch the entire yard on fire.

Our fire is/was under investigation and I/we are investigated thoroughly. They brought the law enforcement officers from the fire department and they could have/ probably would have charged us. Arson is not a prank.

I’ve said all of that to say this:

This last bit? A fire at my back porch?

It’s more of the same.

How does it get to be more of the same if it Isn’t PART of more of the same?

– CG


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What I am Saying and What I’m Not.

18 Sep

I want to say I know all of the horrors which get spoken of by what I call The Dark Side of Twitter and otherwise; all of these things happen.

The Bible speaks of “don’t pass your children through fire.” It needed to be said AND recorded or it would not have. I’ve looked through the Bible for the answers about all of the questions I had about child sexual abuse etc. I wanted to know what The Word of God says. Not only how strongly The Word addresses the issue but how many times too. (It’s a clue.)

I don’t have my notes in front of me so Im not going to try to do what I studied justice here.

Suffice it to say, I was satisfied with what I read.


I’m putting this out there because someone may have the answer. I’m not the only person who wondered this.

And I’m going to say: The Word of God holds up to scrutiny. You will NEVER catch Him out. He IS who He says He is and I AM a living testimony of that.


I’ve always had problems with Abraham sacrificing his son. The Word says God stopped him.

I don’t know how this played out and in no way am I trying to be disrespectful to The Word. (I read King James.)

There is no way I can reconcile my Father setting up a child sacrifice and then putting a stop to it. God does not go against Himself. He can’t.

So I know and believe the King James Version Bible I read is accurate and true. I’ve seen the discussions and arguments but what I personally know is my King James Version Bible is what I read and it changes my life. No other version does. That’s all I personally know. End of that story.

Anyway I knew how God felt about these things concerning wickedness against our children from The Word as well as my own ‘working’ knowledge.

As a little girl, I was groomed to take part in some sort of witchcraft thing.

I’m not sure how this couple came to babysit my sister and I; but I remember the wife’s name – not his.

I’m not sure how old we were but it was before my step father came into the picture.

I’m two years older and currently 60.

Anyway we were staying the night at this couple’s house. We were on a mattress that was just thrown on the floor, in a spare bedroom.

The bedroom was small but it was packed with pornography. Pornography in stacks everywhere.

Lots were the same title. I didn’t read the titles, to be able to tell the stacks were some of the same. It was the pictures. A stack of one girl etc. that’s how I could tell at a young age.

I think I must have found the pornography underneath the mattress. The mattress was lumpy from laying on top of the pornographic magazines underneath it. Lumpy.

I reached my hand underneath the mattress because this stuff was sticking out. Saw what it was and it scared me. I knew it was bad and I remember being afraid for my sister. I don’t have memory about this other than this.

I know I was with this couple more than once. They were neighbors. A young married couple with no children.

I know this couple, Lolly was the name of the wife; Lolly Patterson was her name, they are the ones who took me to the graveyard.

For some reason it was very important to do what we were doing at midnight.

This grown couple, took me as a little girl; I could read because I read tombstones forever, took me as a little girl to the local graveyard to pick out a name for me. A new name.

They had me sold on the idea of picking out a new name for myself from the names off of the tombstones. I was to chose a first, middle and last name from a different tombstone.

They made a game of it. They knew how to hype a little girl to go into a graveyard at midnight and pick out a first, last and middle name off of these tombstones and I did.

I use to could remember the name but I can’t any longer.

I don’t believe I ever went back to their house again after the graveyard. I have no memory of it and I do feel sure I would have knowledge of having gone on more with them.

I told my mother’s best friend what happened. This great time at the graveyard made such an impression on me, I excitedly told my mom’s best friend when she came to visit the next day.

My mother was standing there when I said it and about died of a heart attack.

I forget the friends name now too, but she came in the door and I was like “guess what I did last night”? I went to the GRAVEYARD!

My mother … …. she said “Oh my gosh! She’s lying!”

Then she hustled me off.

That was my experience and the only testimony I have of this nature. There are other things I can speak to but this is what my experience was and obviously I was spared from some sort of more horror.

So this was a small town in Oklahoma. Seminole. These people are no one but they had plans. That’s a pretty bold step to take me to the graveyard like that.

I will say from my readings and testimonies I have listened to there are a lot of people into the occult in one form or another.

I see it everywhere.

There are different people, at different times which I’ve encountered and I knew they were into the occult.

I had a neighbor.

Her name was Bobby. I loved that girl. She would visit me and I her.

I always knew she was into the occult because the Holy Spirit showed me. He just gave me a ‘knowing’ about her.

She didn’t look like someone you would think was into the occult. She wasn’t an attractive girl, but I loved the way she looked. She didn’t dress dark. No make up. She was probably 50+ but younger than me.

She was the busy body. I didn’t care. I just liked her.

Half the time she would be contentious with me. Taking digs sometimes.

I don’t know how I knew or could tell, I just did. Bobby was trying to do witchcraft against me. I was praying, not about that. Just praying and somehow Holy Spirit dropped the knowledge Bobby was doing witchcraft against me. I wasn’t alarmed or afraid. I didn’t know how to pray about those things. Didn’t matter at the time. I prayed and went in.

Me and my neighbor Bobby would have coffee and visit at least once a week.

We were talking one day, long after Bobby and I started having coffee together and I guess I wore her down.

She said, and this was her digging at me. She knew I was a Christian and she said, “You know I use to be Wiccan.”

I said, “I know.”

She knew by the way I said it, I really had known. I took her ‘thunder’ away by having prior knowledge. She talked briefly about how active she had been in the occult. Quite dedicated but she just phased out of the practices and activity.

At that time she was caring for her ailing mother.

People taking part in the occult through new age type practices looks off the charts to me. People into witchcraft is big. I’m not trying to say anything more than I know there are a lot of people into these things.

That ‘Dark Side of Twitter’? There is no difference from what I’ve read in their Twitter feeds.

Let me use myself for the example. I’m going to keep it brief.

I had already had a born again experience. Already received Christ as my Savior.

Well my mom bought me a ouija board for Christmas. I knew it was bad. Baptist Church will teach you that and I had my born again experience under the Baptist Church ministry of our town in Seminole.

Me and my friends did it anyway and scared the garbage out of ourselves doing it because “it worked.” The ouija board plastic needle thing moved without us moving it. It worked and as a born again Christian I did it. I’m thinking I was 14 at the time. A few other occult type activity happened in our house after that but it was minimal. I don’t remember the circumstances.

There is no invisible character that takes over a person doing everything causing people to act Christian after a born again experience. I was radically saved. I gave my testimony everywhere. But people still have a free will. Choices get made.

From what I’ve seen Jim Jones of the Guiana massacre started out ‘right’. Meaning from testimony he was a true Believer but went south and ended up with a Jonestown massacre.

Law enforcement will admit teens are involved in a lot of occult activity.

It is of my opinion and I’ve read FBI Head reports. I’ve read Ted Gunderson but others as well.

Law enforcement knows about adults as well but unless they are acting illegally? They have the right. I actually read this huge report from a FBI guy. If I find it I will post it.

If you are a Believer? You are a targeted individual. The Bible says so.

Ya’ll know all of the disciples were killed for their ministries right?


There are people dying today. I pray for them all the time. The martyrs. The true martyrs. That’s why I have zero sympathy for people faking it.

And I don’t appreciate at all people who have hijacked the whole satanic ritual abuse associated with children.

Ummm … James Alefantis instagram should have him investigated by authorities. Some big ones.

Alefantis and his whole group from the looks of things are telling everyone who they are on Instagram. If you’ve made it to my blog you probably know about Alefantis.

The Bloody Mary mix for Comet Pizza? I think it’s called something “Birth of Pain “. Of course there are people into dark things, dark comedy, dark atmosphere, clothing etc. and think nothing of the Bloody Mary mix. The bands Comet hosts? Not family oriented. In fact from the bands, the music and their poster signage, it LOOKS like your children would be in grave danger. Not kid friendly. I read the lyrics to a couple of songs. These people are sick.

Greta Van Sustern defends Comet Pizza and says she has ‘take out’ twice a month from there. Alrighty Greta. I use to like and respect Greta.

Greta is called a ‘handler’ of Lindsay Lohan. That could very well be. There is a compelling video of Greta and Lindsay.

Who knows?

I don’t know. They are worth keeping an eye on,

But what are we doing?

Speaking for myself. I’m on social media for the children.

The whole ‘survivor’ conversation? It’s so mucked up from my standpoint? I need to see the ‘air’ clear a bit. Quite a bit.

Because many people are sucked into Twitter accounts from survivors and their supporters? All in the name of awareness? I spit at the feet of those running these fraudulent accounts. The fraud can be debatable. The fruit can not.

What is the fruit? I’m a fruit checker.

The fruit from my observation and reading? People who are reading about these things are of no profit and then goes beyond, it not being wise spiritually speaking.

What is the fruit? You know all of these things Sarah, Cronsell, Fiona, Rebecca, Dr. Danielle have shared. Now what?

Now what?

Is there anyone tearing down the posters the pedophiles are putting up in neighborhoods proclaiming “Love is Love.”? Ya’ll doing any of that?

If you are concerned for the welfare of children satanically ritually abused what are you doing to make a change or help out? Or is it just your intent to be informed?

I know there are a lot of good people who are making a difference. They have, they are making a difference.

I also know there is a bucket full not doing jack. But maintaining information via social media. While children are dying.

In your community.

What about Grace Packard? Look her up.

We failed her. Still.

Statistically one in four females will be sexually assaulted in some nature before age 18. The male statistics vary. One in six.

Your children.

Your grandchildren are going to school with these children or maybe even they are a victim God forbid.

What is your community doing? About children in general? We need to keep an eye on them at all times.

If you aren’t making a difference in your community what are you doing and why? If you can’t do anything besides make phone calls, there are plenty of those to be made.

Sitting on Twitter to talk to survivors? Great. But they’re grown. Mental health should be considered now. There are children who are being abused and you will see them, meet them, know them and there won’t be shit you can do for that child. Everyone I’ve talked to that I can remember have stories of the child they know are being abused and not been able to help them. Wait until that happens.

Seriously this whole Dark Side of Twitter is a vacuum. Sucking energy and life right out of people who should be doing something somewhere. In their community. In real life.

And truthfully I’m going to rattle that cage hard. What are you doing?

I’m a Believer. My first calling is The Gospel. After that I pray. The Bible says pray without ceasing. I try.

I know many times people get discouraged in prayer but if I could just say “Pray to be encouraged in your prayer life.”

What is YOUR calling in this effort of combatting childhood sexual abuse. What are you doing?

What do you believe and what are you clearly saying?

We have all elements in our society and what are we doing?

For the record, I am saying I know and believe all of the things The Dark Side of Twitter; the things they talk about happening ARE happening. Satanic ritual abuse etc.

If we believe every word they say? Then what? What are you doing?

Dear Fake Becki, *Edit #2

17 Sep

Dear Fake Becki,

Where are you?

Where all did you post Fake Becki?

Voat. I see you have been triggered over on VOAT.

I saw you last posted on VOAT a couple of hours ago.

I find your platform of choice so interesting.

Are you getting any responses from those posts Fake Becki?

What an odd character Fake Becki. Is this your life? Anything else going on for you? No?

Very interesting Fake Becki. Hey do you have a source for all that inside info?

I saw where you called Howard a Christian, Fake Becki. Do you have inside info on that? Because Howard has never identified as a Christian Believer before and Rebecca knows that. I know that. That must be how Rebecca will be able to prove to others, you are you; Fake Becki and she is her. She knows Howard isn’t Christian and you obviously are mistaken.

What’s up with that Fake Becki?

Where are you getting your information again?

What caused you to want to help Rebecca, Fake Becki?

Your posts on VOAT so odd. I mean it’s obvious you are just posting stupidly not really being serious or making a point.

How come YOU didn’t get banned on those threads Fake Becki? How can you still post? I can’t. I’ve already shared the screen shot of my ban. I would go get it but I’m just a little tired.

Exhausted really.

Alright Fake Becki, I will leave it at this. For now.

… …. you never know … ….

Edit: 9/19/2018

Dear Fake Becki,

No posting recently? Why? Why not?

Dear Fake Becki, I don’t promise things because I’ve just never had any luck with that. I could promise something and something would happen I would not be able to carry through. I learned that early.

So really? I just do what I think and give things my best effort. And I pray.

I’m PRAYING for Fake Becki to be caught out.

Actually it should be an all out effort from concerned people to pray for Fake Becki to be caught out. In Jesus name.

– CG

Oh P.S. Do you know anything about the fire at my porch? Asking for the Fire Marshall.

Fire? You’re REALLY Going to Set My House on Fire? *Edit made

16 Sep

*edit: someone really did this. It’s by the grace of God a lot of people didn’t get killed.

I don’t know who would do this?

Why IN THE WORLD would think to do something this dangerous and stupid?

I don’t know. I just know someone did.

And for the record, there is nothing in MY head which would tell me I needed to fake a fire or anything else of the sort. I personally think this entire situation was bad enough by itself. Didn’t need a solitary other thing.

I had cleared my back porch to pressure wash, clean and apply linseed oil to the wood because it looks nice and that’s what my next project was.

Linseed oil is highly flammable.

Had I applied the linseed oil I wouldn’t be talking right now. Neither would they. It would have blown up on them.


I did pressure wash the porch. It was pressure washed twice at length. The wood was penetrated and soaked. When I got up I looked at the porch, it was still wet and I didn’t like the color. It was still wet is the point. The wood was soaked with water.

What if that had been linseed oil? They may have smelled it and thought better. Who knows.

This was not a joke. Nor a prank. Nor someone in our household trying to make something look bad.

The authorities have been to our house. They took this very seriously. Firemen. Their investigators. They interviewed the neighbor at length and everyone in the household. They definitely look to see if we were/ are responsible. I had one guy with me most the entire time.

They ask you the same question several times. Different ways.

End edited version – original follows …

I just saw this.

Someone really tried to set my house on fire.

These boards are for installing – I forget what it’s called. A project.

We aren’t going to use boards like that for a project. The one is burned badly. Pressure treated wood doesn’t burn that well thank God.

I hope people understand authorities have been notified.

They take these things seriously.

ESPECIALLY when senior citizens are involved. Thank you Jesus.

Someone is going to ruin their life?

And take mine? And the rest in the house?

We have shipped people out for safety reasons now.

The second picture? Someone burned a cross on my back porch. A cross.

They had to use accelerant.

We have none in our house. I ask for some just a few days ago to fill a lighter.

For the record? We don’t have any enemies to this level or degree outside of Rebecca posting on VOAT and Reddit.

Those posts started several days ago. There are new ones. Fake Becki has been triggered. A boatload of people from VOAT today. 140 people from VOAT as of now.


If They Weren’t Legit … Their Families Would Sue Them

16 Sep

I can’t speak for anyone but myself but I’m going to write this briefly.

If these people making these claims were not legit, families or injured parties would sue.

Speaking for myself?

Have you ever been to court?

For any reason?

Remember the anxiety? HIGH anxiety? I don’t care what you are going to court for, it is high level anxiety. There is a lot of consequences riding when you get to the place of a court room.

Did you want to sign up for that again anytime soon?

Ever again? As in EVER again?

Has anyone had to call the authorities on someone you REALLY did not want to? Rips your heart out but you know you have to involve the authorities? THAT person. THAT family member?

How many times did you have to make that phone call or one similar? Rips your heart out, high anxiety each time but the situation is out of control and you have to involve the authorities even when you know the consequences could be enormous. Life altering.

How many times have you had to call? How many times MORE do you want to call? How many more phone calls did you WANT to make?


This person has jacked you or your family nine ways to Sunday, kept the entire family jacked up. And then jacked the score to social media.

Can we be positive of what score needs to be settled?

Why don’t the people who are targeted or family sue these people for testifying on social media such horrific acts of criminality against children?

It makes perfect sense to me, they are tired. Worn out. Exhausted by this family member or outside person.

In my estimation it makes perfect sense, they prefer not to have any association. Much less a courtroom.

Because in the long run?

In the grand scheme of things?

In real life?

50,000 followers doesn’t mean jack to a person who goes to work every day and is just trying to live a decent life.

John Ashcraft could be as guilty as the day is long. Who knows? (He DID introduce Barack Obama)

John Ashcraft could be as guilty as the day is long and they could even bring him up on charges.

Sarah would never be able to testify because of the social media posts.

I have been to court countless times for numerous reasons. Each time was high anxiety. I hope not to ever go back. I hoped that after each time, I can tell you.

I’ve had to call authorities on ‘THAT’ family member. Serious consequences. I still had to do it. It makes you sick.

I learned I can do all of these things, high anxiety and all, sick to my stomach and all. I can still do what needs to be done.

Would I care about your 50,000 followers? No.

Really. No.

Rebecca has 20K+ and trust me I do not care.

What difference is 50K and 25K when it’s your real life?


I don’t think.

I’m thinking here again but it’s not without a working knowledge. So there is that.